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Mental Lockdown

by Julien Pearly

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1.
What's the point in crying It won't go away Any quicker Than it came What's the point in praying To save the day The real answer Lies in all of us I asked God what I should do And I got this only reply for you I cried out for God's sake 'what should I do?' I didn't get any reply at all that's true What's the point in denying It hurts like hell Time is a healer Well not for me What's the point in shouting Nobody listens The change Lies in all of us I asked God what He would do And I got this only reply for you Only silence and doubt I knew After I shouted for God's sake what to do! I asked myself what I should do And I got this simple reply for you I asked myself what to do So I picked up my guitar and wrote this song for you
2.
Quarantaine 05:48
J'ai beau essayé tant bien que mal de voler Je vois que ce n'est pas la peine d'espérer So I walk along the street, all I do is daydreaming J'aime aussi de temps en temps me projeter Dans un avenir sain où il fait bon de respirer So I walk among the trees, all I know is daydreaming Je donne un grand coup de battement d'ailes pour m'élever vers le ciel Et rejoindre les oiseaux par la voie des airs aspiré comme dans un rêve La vie me donne un coup dans le derrière pour remettre les pieds sur terre Hélas j'approche vite de la quarantaine et c'est bien cela qui me gène Je me souviens de ces voyages du passé Dans le transSibérien, plein de monde, d'amitiés So I walk to the station, empty, all I do is daydreaming Je souhaite un jour repartir au loin, voguer Sur la mer bleu des Hébrides en voilier So I walk along the sea, all I know is daydreaming Je donne un grand coup de battement d'ailes pour m'élever dans le ciel Et imiter les oiseaux par la voix, des airs inspirés par mes rêves La vie donne un coup de pieds dans le derrière pour remettre les idées claires Hélas la terre entière est en quarantaine et c'est bien cela le problème Je veux bien croire que la vie va continuer Mais j'ai du mal aujourd'hui car tout est à l'arrêt So I walk home and sit, everybody is daydreaming
3.
Consumed 04:39
I was already seventeen when I started plucking the guitar string To follow in the steps of many other men Who much later consumed themselves to a certain death It’s not all about sea, sex, and sun when you get nothing in return I’m sick of this atmosphere, ever in restrain, A strong feeling tells me I need to sort out my shit again Can’t you see that all we care is consuming all the earth's wealth? Can’t you see that all we share is our humanity and it’s going to waste? Not in my name, not in my name but still I fornicate Again and again Again and again Why should I travel the world I’d rather trip on LCD screen at home And what if I’m gaming all day long, does it make me a freak or someone connected to the new social form? I’ve got nowhere else to go, nowhere to be seen, and no problems to solve We used to walk the earth not anymore, farewell my friends it’s time for me to answer the call of my ancestors Can’t you see that all we care is consuming all the earth's wealth? Can’t you see that all we share is our humanity and it’s going to waste? Not in my name, not in my name but still I fornicate Again and again Again and again
4.
I'm a wanderer in a wasteland, A no-man's land / Man-made hell of ashes and sand. I'm a sinner in an empty bed, All my lovers and followers are gone, dead It’s hard to master our Soil & Soul When the economy is out of control From the many to the few, from one to none I'm an orphan in a foreign land, A divided kingdom blinded by its own legend I'm an infant born to be manipulated Entangled in webs of endless deceit Our illusion is Infinite growth Our extinction is just a second thought From the many to a few, from one to none We will see who will be the last one laughing We will see who will be the last one standing We will see if will be the last one laughing We will see if will be the last one standing Ahah Ahah Ahah
5.
You start thinking of the good old days When you were young and free, nothing stays The way they were neither do you I’m afraid Is it the person you miss the most Or the time when you were in love, or both? The memory kicks in and you go down a rabbit hole You thought for so long to see me again But you gave up the idea in the end You thought for so long we could meet again But it was a bad idea, my dear friend I started thinking of the good old days As I had nothing to do or little anyway I put some music on and that’s me going for the day What was unique, the time or the person? The moment was perfect but life feels wrong I wanted to ask you so many more questions I thought for so long to see you again But I gave up the idea in the end I thought for so long we could meet again But it was a bad idea, my old friend I guess I’m not so sure about anything anymore x2
6.
Where is that field you’re talking about? The one in your dream you had last night I came to this place to see you there It seems in the end there was no one else You can write and rewrite things out But all is written on the skin and in the eyes In the tears and laughs we all have You will read the story of one-man's life Again and again the clock goes And a short time is all we have got Again and again the doors close Leaving things beyond, in the unknown What triggers a dream, could you reply With a simple answer? I don’t deny While I just keep walking on my own path I’m someone that can get lost in the past Beforehand it all collapse Old letters await In a field with long grass, Where our kisses met. I just made that last part up, As I haven’t been there yet. Again and again the clock goes And a short time is all we have got Again and again the doors close Leaving things beyond, in the unknown
7.
Hivernal 04:05
Passé l’hiver seul ne me dit rien qui vaille Pas la peine d’exister dans le froid, ça caille. On se fout en l’air, de partout c’est la pagaille. On dirait bien que la peur a remporté la médaille. Oh mon amour ou es tu, je me cherche ? Oh mon amour, j’ai besoin que l’on m’aime Intéressé par tout mais n’ayant rien eu en retour Il faut dire que souvent j’ai fait bien des détours Et quand le moment vient je pars comme toujours Je me demande enfin quand viendra mon tour. Oh mon amour ou es tu, je te cherche ? Oh mon amour, j’ai besoin que l’on s’aime J’ai mis en place un heureux stratagème Pour que l’on crée ensemble une nouvelle ère Mais petit à petit je me paume dans ce beau rêve Je perds les pédales et je me vautre dans l’herbe. Oh mon amour ou es tu, je te cherche ? Oh mon amour, j’ai besoin que tu m’aimes Je suis par toi content d’être sur terre Et il m’est si difficile de faire taire L’envi d ‘être amoureux, d’aller tous les deux voir la mer Plonger dans tes bras et mouille tes jolies lèvres. Oh mon amour ou es tu, tu te cherche ? Oh mon amour, j’ai besoin que tu viennes Oh mon amour ou es tu, je te cherche ? Oh mon amour, j’ai besoin que tu m’aimes Oh mon amour ou es tu, je me cherche ? Oh mon amour, j’ai besoin que tu restes
8.
Something is up, high in the air! A bird unaware of a man’s struggle lying somewhere, His freedom penned in his head. But he cannot fall into despair Down in the hole, to bury his soul! Cause he cannot fly away from the pain, High in the world, like this sweet Dove. Quelque chose s’envole, là haut dans les airs, Un oiseau se libère de toute substance inutile et amère Que les hommes aiment tant à se soumettre. Mais je ne peux pas tomber plus bas que terre Pour creuser ma tombe et me couvrir de honte! Oui je ne peux pas voler dans les airs, Comme une colombe qui regarde le monde. Do you still think I’m unaware of my own weakness? I have to live and be compared Everyday people oppress and get oppressed. But I cannot fall into despair Down in the hole, to bury my soul! Because I cannot fly away from the pain, High in the world, like my sweet dove. Quelqu’un s’envole en haut dans les airs. Un homme enfin se libère de toute substances inutile et amère Son amour lui fait pousser des ailes! Mais je ne veux plus le voir tomber plus bas que terre, Pour creuser sa tombe et se couvrir de honte! Oui je veux le voir encore voler dans les airs, Pareil à une colombe qui survole le monde!

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This album is a mixture of old and new songs written during Lockdown in spring 2020

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released April 26, 2021

All Songs written, performed and recorded by Julien Pearly

All Guitars and Vocals performed By Julien Pearly except Hivernal, vocals performed by Julien Pearly and Natacha Maillard.

Drums, Bass, Keyboards, Clarinet, Erhu, Guzheng are Virtual/Smart Instruments performed on Garageband
Harp, Synth and Accordion Midi Instrument performed on Launchpad Pro in Live 10 Lite

Album Mixed and Mastered on Ableton Live 10 Lite by Julien Pearly

Front Art cover, Booklet designs and Hand lettering created by Natacha Maillard aka Pen Paper Craft
www.penpapercraft.com

Special Thanks to Heart and Sound Youth Club for their support

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